treasurecases in my mind

new blog

2009-09-19T12:37:00.000-07:00

i am done with this blog
so watch me here

http://michelovitsh.blogspot.com/

Bob marley

2009-09-04T10:43:00.001-07:00

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

Echt een prachtige tekst vind ik het, kreeg tranen in mn ogen.

recent pictures

2009-08-28T05:16:00.001-07:00

Greatest store

2009-08-19T13:41:00.000-07:00

Toen ik in deze zomervakantie in Turkije was was daar echt de geweldigste winkel met tassen enzovoorts, waar ik wederom ook mijn droom heels heb gezien van Manolo Blahnik. Ik was op slag verliefd en als ik genoeg geld zou hebben zou ik ze zo aan mijn collectie willen toevoegen en ik moest en zou er dus ook een foto van maken dus dat heb ik dus ook gedaan.

Verder was het ook een prachtige winkel met tassen, schoenen en porto's, een walhalla voor de vrouw. Allebei mijn ouders hebben zichzelf een plezier gedaan aan een mooie tas voor mijn moeder en prachtige nette schoenen voor mijn vader. Ondanks dat alle items er toch -zoals overal in turkije- nep waren waren ze van zulke goede kwaliteit dat ze toch nog aardig prijzig waren.

Ook heb ik hier zelf deze tas gekocht waar mijn apple macbook pro precies in past en daarom is hij perfect om voor school te gebruiken volgend jaar.

Als je ooit in Alanya bent moet je zeker bij SCALA langsgaan als je een mooie tas wil scoren die niet na een paar keer dragen al uit elkaar valt.

what am i wearing today

2009-08-17T05:09:00.001-07:00

vandaag is een lekker chilldagje dus ik heb mn nieuwe heerlijke grote trui van newlook aan met mn goudenketting en een shortje.

Inspiration

2009-08-15T09:18:00.001-07:00

Vacation pictures

2009-08-13T15:42:00.004-07:00

ik heb er een slideshow van gemaakt omdat alles posten erg lang duurt
misschien maak ik er nog eentje waarmee je het het sneller kan zien maar dat komt dan nog wel
have fun watching

Back at yaa

2009-08-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

Gisteravond om 2 uur snachts voelde ik de kou van nederland weer op mn gebruinde huid. Het voelt altijd wel weer vertrouwd om terug te zijn in je eigen landje en de nederlandse stemmen weer vollop te horen maar toch heb ik een dubbel gevoel. Hier is het kil en koud en saai, in turkije was alles lekker warm en de mensen waren altijd aardig en er was altijd wel iets te doen. Maar nevermind, ik ben weer terug en heb zooo veel dingen om te posten, heb bijvoorbeeld de geweldigste heels ooooit gezien waar ik een item over ga maken maar dat moet even wachten want ik ben nog te moe.

Ook komen de vakantie foto's er natuurlijk te staan en mn nieuwe aankopen waar ik allemaal heel blij mee ben ookal zijn het er niet veel

mn bruine huidje komt hier ook niet tot zn recht maar je ziet hier wel een deel van mn geweldig lekkere jumpsuit en mn nieuwe guess horloge

see ya soon

Finally!

2009-07-27T11:37:00.000-07:00

Eindelijk heb ik dus mijn blackberry gekregen! Ik was er echt al super lang naar aan het uitkijken omdat ik mijn sidekick echt zat was door de weinige opties die hij bood. Als je bijvoorbeeld 1 keer je batterij eruit haalde waren je contacten weg, hij sloeg foto's niet op, je kon niet bluetoothen, je kon er niet mee op internet en nog zoveel meer. Het blijft natuurlijk echt een geweldige telefoon die ik ook nooit ga weg doen maar ik was toe aan iets nieuws.

Met mn blackberry zat het eigenlijk zo dat ik eigenlijk pas in december een nieuwe telefoon kon uitkiezen omdat dan mn abbo afliep maar omdat ik bij Orange zat en dat nu tmobile is geworden willen ze alle klanten snel bij tmobile hebben dus dan kan je al 7 maanden van te voren een nieuw contract afsluiten + een nieuwe telefoon! Dus ik was helemaal happy dus ik ging met mn ouders kijken wat de opties waren. Maar het was dus een dikke bummer toen ik erachter kwam dat een abbo + internet al 31.90 was maar ik dacht dat dat inclusief smsjes was. Maar nee hoor! Je moest je smsjes nog APART afrekenen en dat vond mn pa uiteraard erg duur dus ik was zwaaaar teleurgesteld dat het niet door ging maar gelukkig gingen ze verder praten en heb ik 30 smsjes genomen voor 1.91 extra, dat is weinig, i know, maar mn vriend heeft ook internet dus dan gaan wij mailen ipv smsen :] dus uiteindelijk ging ik de winkel uit met mn gloednieuwe blackberry bold (L)

het is wel een nadeel dat het mobiele internet erop pas na 5 werkdagen ingaat en aangezien ik hem donderdag heb gekregen gaat dat pas aanstaande woensdag in en dan ga ik NET op vakantie haha, dat was wel balen. Maar gelukkig kan ik wel op het draadloze netwerk van hier thuis, dat is jammergenoeg erg langzaam.. maar hopelijk is dus het mobiele internet sneller, laten we duimen!

bought some vacation supplies

2009-07-22T10:12:00.000-07:00

Today is my big language turn haha, ik heb besloten om in het nederlands te gaan schrijven omdat dat toch wat makkelijker gaat.

Vandaag heb ik eindelijk alvast mn kleedgeld van mn vader overgemaakt gekregen dus ik heb gelijk allemaal inkopen gedaan voor de vakantie. Ik had veel op mn wishlist staan maar heb toch niet alles kunnen kopen..

Als eerste heb ik hier dus 2 mascara's gekocht, de onderste had ik al in een niet waterproof versie en heb nu de waterproof versie gekocht voor op vakantie met een extra waterproof mascara voor eroverheen. Hopelijk zijn ze echt waterproof en lig ik er bij het water ook nog goed opgemaakt bij haha.

Ook heb ik 2 eyeliners gekocht, de bordeau rode is voor boven mn oog met een heel fijn kwastje om het op te brengen en de andere is gewoon erg fijn omdat hij uitdraaibaar is en het ook een waterproof is.

Dan nog een fijne zwarte toilettas voor al mn spulletjes mee te nemen en een spiegeltje. Ik ben wel heel dom geweest om de andere kant te vernielen -de kant waarmee je alles dichterbij ziet- door de stikker eraf te halen met sticker remover waardoor nu het glans laagje eraf is .. maarja, die kant gebruik ik toch bijna nooit.

Ook heb ik nog een erg fijne nachtjapon gekocht bij de hunkemoller van een heerlijke zachte stof en hij was maar 7 euri (L) (maar volgens mij hebben ze het verkeerd afgerekend aangezien op het kaartje 20 euro stond :]

some analog pictures

2009-07-17T11:03:00.002-07:00

some analog pictures

2009-07-17T11:03:00.001-07:00

Zoo

2009-07-16T14:14:00.000-07:00

It has been sucha long time since i visited the zoo, so today i went there to see how it is now and ofcourse to take some pictures. I really loved taking pictures there eventhough some animals where impossible to capture in a photo. These are a couple of the ones i made.

hosting outfit

2009-07-14T15:38:00.000-07:00

this is what i wore last saturday to a party of my best friends grannies for their 50th anniversery

pictures

2009-07-14T15:36:00.000-07:00

went to metropolis today

2009-07-05T10:11:00.000-07:00

i went to a festival today with very alternative music which i dont really like but i went there with great company and i enjoyed it a lot.

here a just 2 pictures of me and my boyfriend

bought 2 new shirts

2009-07-04T06:48:00.000-07:00

i bought this top for my graduation night at school, where i had to sign my certificate.

this shirt is lovely to wear in summer because the sleves are width and the fabric is very thin.

Holiday

2009-07-03T01:30:00.000-07:00

i am really excited to go on my summer holiday in almost a month. We are leaving to Turkey this year and finally my boyfriend gets to join us, at first he wasn't able to come with us because he didn't have the money to pay for the trip. But when my dad was talking to an old good friend, he offered us his appartement in Turkey to stay in. So my parents only had to pay for the tickets and they agreed paying for one extra.

There isn't much going on lately so my blog is kinda boring.. but i will post pictures from tomorrow soon, when my friend and i went to the beack since it is really hot in the Netherlands...

hi babe

2009-07-01T07:56:00.000-07:00

day day

2009-06-25T11:31:00.001-07:00

Today was sucha a lovely day, i didn't expect it to be this sunny. For the first time this vacation i woke up at 6:30 am to rush to the high school where i am going to study next your to have some kind of a intervieuw and a little test so they will know what i am about. It went really well and there were some nice people who probably be my classmates next year, so i was really relieved. The weird thing was, i finished my test almost as the first one but that women at the desk didn't registrate me so i had to wait the longest for the intervieuw where a teacher asked me questions about my test. But happily i finished at the time it was planned so i left the building at 11:30 and i got home at 12:00 so it went pretty fast with the subway and the time i walked.

When i got home i tried to get a little tan and layed in the garden for one hour and at 2pm my BF arrived. We did some shopping and bought some delicious ben&jerry, we also made some pictures. That is pretty rare because he doesn't like pictures but we had a lot of fun, especially with the last one.

new boughts

2009-06-23T03:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday, my boyfriend and i went to Rotterdam to do some shopping and he wanted to go to the apple store to try to fix his macbook which is a little broken but enfortunately they couldn't fix it so he was kinda upset what i totally understand. So eventhough he wasn't in the greatest mood we went shopping for me at the Bershka because I desperately needed some new jeans. So I fit 3 jeans but we only bought 1 eventough 2 fit perfect. But we wanted to try the Zara, just to check there was sale too. But Zara jeans weren't on sale so we walked the whole way back to the bershka afther enjoying a sandwich at Subway. Eventough he already bought me a laptop protector ...

great colour huh?

so my dear new macbook (pictures later) won't get broken he also bought me the 2 new jeans (L)

after dinner

2009-06-21T04:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night, we had dinner at a argentina flavoured restaurant and the food, especially the meat was delicious. Afterwards we went for a walk because my mom wasn't feeling well and ofcourse my camera was joining me so we took some pictures but they are very blurry and you can see the pixels very much so I have one resonable picture..

helllllll yeah

2009-06-18T14:12:00.000-07:00

I AM GRATUATED !

and my grades are good, hehe

the sun is shining

2009-06-12T06:51:00.000-07:00

and i feel good, so i chose some clothes to wear but then the doorbell rang. I opend the door and there was the postman standing with a bag from H&M so i was all excited altough it was just one piece but i like it right away when i opend up the package. It was my new dress i bought from the H&M sale. I couldn't resist myself, undressed myself from my clothes i just put on and put my new dress on. It fitted just perfect and the fabric is very nice. So i put my makeup on, straightened my hair and grapped my camera. Went outside to pleasure your guys with some outfit pictures hehe. So watch and see.

love love

2009-06-10T10:14:00.000-07:00

when i will have enough money to do, i will, but us this island. Where we can grow old with only love surrounding us.

and o boy i am soo inspired by these lovely pictures from this fabulous blog.

please

2009-06-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

God, let these gorgeous dresses appear to my closet tomorrow morning.

oh boy

2009-06-09T13:18:00.001-07:00

i am just soooo in love with my new heels, they are pretty high but they walk just fine.

my adorable boyfriend also bought me this great top/dress from River Island today, it fits perfectly and it is really comfi. Thanks honey, you're the best (L)

al around web

2009-06-08T14:39:00.000-07:00

Sucha incredible weird thing happend a little while away from my house, my parents heard 2 days ago and went there to watch it. They told me and my boyfriend that some caterpillar's where making some kind of a web al around a big tree. They told us it looked pretty scary so we were pretty curious to see it, so we went up there today, ofcourse, joined with my camera. I was so really excited when we saw it and i took many pictures but only a few will do.

in the fist picture you see a tree which was less full of the web but you can really see the eggs that they protect with the web that they are building. On the second you see the grass where the web is also spread over. It looks like they are wanting to spread it all over, to all tree's.

this picture is more exciting. You see the effect that the web brings to the tree's, i really felt like i was walking trough a mysterious land and it felt really spooky. The whole tree was just full of the web.

Because it was really frightening to the people who lived near the tree's they called someone who was responsible for the safety of the nature but they told them the won't remove it because the butterfly's will come out in about 2 days. So i was really excited to go and watch when they will come out of there pops so i hope i will be able to be there in time so i can shoot some fabulous pictures.

and last but not least this weird picture where they seem to forgot a spot.

sewing

2009-06-06T06:34:00.000-07:00

i just fixed some new curtains for my homemade closet because my room is really weird without a straight wall so a normal closet won´t fit so it first was like this:

but the curtains were really ugly sewed so i decited to make new ones, i first tought of doing it the same way as they were but when i made one side (so you have 2 caperate curtains) i put it on and i liked it. It was pretty classy so i let it stay this was. This one thing took me an hour and a half so i was pretty excited not having to make the other one. So here is the result:

these honeys inspire me

2009-06-06T03:00:00.001-07:00

shoppies

2009-06-05T09:39:00.000-07:00

this cardigan i bought at the ONLY store, i was searching for something like this for a long time so i am happy finding it eventually :]

this is my first item of my topshop and miss selfridge order. This is a miss selfridge top with a very exciting back, i love it.

and last but not least my new sequin headband from topshop. Stephany pratt has the same (from the hills) and wore it in an episode i can't find hihi

finally

2009-06-03T09:16:00.000-07:00

my exams are over, i am enjoying me careless vacation now. I have worked my butt of the last weeks but i hope it will be a succes when i get my gratuated call on the 18th of June. I had to have an average 7 in english class so i checked my awnsers with my shaking body and i probably passed on english so i am really happy. Now i have to wait and see what my other grated will be like.

But it feels really strange though.. i have some kind of a feeling that i have to do so much stuff but i really can do things on my computer without worrying about the time. I am now making a list of things i want to do because on a period of studying all days long i get inspired all the time. My head gets full of stuff i want to do but by then i will never have the time to. And the silliest thing is that i can't think of those things now, when i dó have time. I already thought of 2 things, or three. O my lord i am so bored and there are not any exciting things to do on the computer except refreshing pages and seeing nothing changed..

I am going to finish my list and i will go to the market tomorrow to get some fabric to make my list come true, i will show you the results!

examssss are ovurrr

2009-06-03T08:53:00.001-07:00

hi baby

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2009-05-31T03:21:00.001-07:00

lovely sunny day

2009-05-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

this is a amazing toy/candy thing from my childhood bought with my friend hehe, i love the candy that comes with it. I totally felt like a child again :3

and my good friend(L)

my new haircut

2009-05-29T02:26:00.001-07:00

Like it? or not?

My topshop wishlist

2009-05-28T03:44:00.000-07:00

it changed

2009-05-26T06:31:00.001-07:00

the other top was out of stock so i chose the coral one

ordered today

2009-05-25T10:43:00.001-07:00

Normal vs pinhole

2009-05-25T10:00:00.000-07:00

pinhole

2009-05-23T10:16:00.000-07:00

today i made my camera shoot like a pinhole camera
which i did by making a hole in my body-cap and made the hole close by a little piece of aluminum foil. I made a really tiny hole in the foil so my camera will have little view. With this kind of photography you dont have to use your lens but your pictures will get a bad focus but i think that makes them interesting.

these are some pitures i made:

By poking three holes in the foil you can get this effect:

pirate will kick you from the side

2009-05-22T08:20:00.001-07:00

ha ha, get it?

recent pics

2009-05-22T06:29:00.000-07:00

Nasty

2009-05-19T14:52:00.000-07:00

Look what my milk became i didn't remove from my room since 2 days ago..

pretty nasty hah

lol

DONE

2009-05-16T08:33:00.001-07:00

I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY
I HATE TO STUDY

multiplier effect

2009-05-13T10:31:00.001-07:00

picture this

2009-05-12T14:25:00.001-07:00

3 new items

2009-05-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

Today I bought 3 new items
in fact you have already known about one (the birkies i posted this morning)
but i will show my loves again

two lovely shirts/dresses
and i just found out it fits perfect with my adidas vest (L)

at last but not least my birkies

dont mind my creapy toes, they always do that weird thing when I am focussing haha.

bircks

2009-05-12T01:40:00.000-07:00

Today I woke up at 8:30, lately I wake up like 11 o'clock but today my mom and me where going to the mall to go to a dutch little market where they sell Birckenstocks for only one day. We already figured out that there where people waiting outside the door when they will open up so we went 30 minutes later and hoped we were lucky. We got in and there was only one little place where they stood and as we thought: there where only little left. We were searching for 37 and happily there where 2 left! The others where size 36, my mom called my aunt if she needed a pair so we bought her one too.

There where so many people looking at us very jealous because they had big feet haha, losers. And we were so glad that we don't have sucha big feet. And the main reason everyone wanted them was that they were much cheaper as the orginal ones so we did very well.

They are not, definitely not, the prettiest shoes/flipflops in the world but they fit perfectly and you can walk on them all day without having painfull feet.

holadije

2009-05-11T14:54:00.001-07:00

Vivienne Westwood

2009-05-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

Today, I discovered a great designer , I had already heard from her but never seen her collection. So I decided to pick my top 4 and put them all together.

and this is the beautifulest piece of all:

baby let your light shine

2009-05-11T02:43:00.001-07:00

i wore this yesterday, to a birthday party :]

dont mind the weird looking face hehe

overstressed

2009-05-09T11:09:00.001-07:00

I am a little overstressed lately and feeling a bit out of my system, at some times my head feels stuffed with thoughts. And because it is that much full of it I am not able to think straight a head. There is so much going on and all small issues make a big one all together. The biggest thing that I am struggling with are the upcoming exams, and not that I have such a bad grades that I will not pass probably. No, my grades are that good that I have to do my best to not graduate (my principals words) But the problem is that I am very insecure about myself and I always think that I cán do better even if I do the best I can. And I will do that, the best I can, even if I don't want to.

I made myself a schedule and I am sticking with it for most of the time. But it is just a week away and I am really stressing myself out. But think, it is a week away, seven days, and I am already stressing, what would it be like if the exams are really there. I definitely want to get a bunch of those pills which makes you calm down and solve your stress.

An other issue is my boyfriend's home, he is moving to a place further from me than he lives currently, and it is a big problem coming there without a car so I will see him much less. But that is a problem that will solve itself easily when that time of moving comes. I think that our love is big and definitely strong enough to get us trough that. But haha I am so looking forward to having my own house, my own home which I can decorate myself yayyy.

Keep your fingers crossed baby.

because wood is the new fur

2009-05-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

couldn't resist myself, yet gain.

suffers

2009-05-07T05:04:00.000-07:00

my pour studywork suffers
because I am so getting addicted to flash
I am trying to make my own website
but it takes a lot of time making everything work
It will be online May 6th 2030 haha

2009-05-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

study my history babe

2009-05-02T04:36:00.001-07:00

the world is going nuts

2009-04-30T11:27:00.001-07:00

sunny today (L)

2009-04-29T03:06:00.001-07:00

source of inspiration

2009-04-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

you and me

2009-04-26T04:55:00.000-07:00

lets study,
study how i love you
think every part over
compare the good to the bad
compare the good to the better
hold you till my arms will be sore

my eyes will get filled with tears
you stare me into my eyes
your eyes will follow mine
they get all watery

i tell you that you are my everything
and I mean every part
and thats when you say that you love me more
but that is impossible, love

rules

2009-04-20T11:56:00.001-07:00

i am not gonna play like a fool
i will never break my own rule
i will stick with it till i die
and till that that day you'll be my guy

austronaut

2009-04-17T11:24:00.000-07:00

we were lying on the moon
hearing the sound of a shooting star
you immediately lift me up
I reached and I graped
now my life will be luck full

stress and love

2009-04-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

I am so really stressing out because of the exams that are coming up pretty soon now, I only have 4 weeks left which include one and a half week of vacation what probably don't make it any easier on me. I hope the sun will stay behind the clouds so I don't want to go outside and bale on my studying. But unfortunately I dó really love to heave some sun around, it's makes me happy but it is not good for my tests..

I have to do my math test again because I scored pretty bad so that is heading up next Wednesday so this weekend I am allowed to study because I don't really have better things to do and my boyfriend will work 2 days.

But there is pretty good news recently, since 3 hours ago. My cousine got a baby! I already thought that it was going to be a boy and I was right, for sure. It is a boy called Jullian and I really love the name cause it is even pronounced in English (L) and I love English. I am going to visit them tomorrow so I can see my new neffue :3

2009-04-15T05:10:00.001-07:00

you and me, forever

2009-04-11T03:12:00.001-07:00

vote vote vote

2009-04-08T02:45:00.001-07:00

vote for my friend Romano in a Dutch contest in a magazine called Cosmo Girl.
this is where you can vote: http://cosmogirl.nl/highschoolhunks/
please let him win the photoshoot and an intervieuw

lets get the drama over with

2009-04-07T09:33:00.001-07:00

summer feelings

2009-04-06T05:29:00.000-07:00

I've got tagged

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1. Respond and rework: answer the questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own invention, add one more question of your own.
2. Tag eight other un-tagged people

What is your current obsession?
my current obsession are blazers, i love the fact you can wear them with whatever you want. They are perfect as a jacket or to wear inside

What is your weirdest obsession?
My schredded tee, I dont know why I like schredding this much but it really got me addicted even though it takes a lot of work.

What are you wearing today?

So, today I am wearing this new shirt I bought yesterday at the H&M store, yust for a casual homework and study day.

Why is today special?
Nothing is really special today, I am just trying to study and tonight I'm having a night off.

What would you like to learn to do?
To become a fashion designer and become really good in sewing and making my own patterns. I also would like to be a very good photographer.

What’s for dinner today?
I don't know yet, I think it will be just something normal, some bread and a steak.

What’s the last thing you bought?
The last thing I bought was the T-shirt I am wearing today, and a plane white shirt I bought to schred.

What are you listening to right now?
The noise my computer is making

What is your favorite weather?
Days like the perfect yesterday, with a lovely shining sun.

What is on your bedside table?
Books, a clock, my pil and some water.

What is your most challenging goal right now?
To do very well at my tests and graduate this year.

What do you think about the person who tagged you?
Intersection of thoughs, better known as Curls, is a person with a great sense of style and the most typical thing I always think of when I see her name is her huge love for H&M TREND clothes. Haha always when I just think of see clothes of H&M trend I cant stop myself of thinking of Curls first.

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
I would go for Amerika, I saw so much lovely houses there in Florida. Or I will pick some idylic house in Italy on the ocean and eat pasta all day long.

Favorite vacation spot?
Italy and Amerika, for sure (L)

What would you like to have in your hands right now?
A lovely chanel chained bag or some great chanel shoes.

What would you like to get rid of ?
This computer, it takes me of my learning process

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Why do I love Italy this much?! I would go there and take a huge cup of icecream. Which language do you want to learn? Spanish, I love that language, I hope I'll ever learn it. What did you dream of last night?
I am bad remembering things so unfortunately I forgot what I dreamt about.

What's in your bag?
My wallet, agenda, umbrella, mirror, ELLE magazine, lipglos and my deodorant.

One thing that you would snitch out of someone’s closet, with no regrets?
Lauren Conrad's entire closed, and I will not regret a thing.

What is your dream job?
Working at a fashion magazine's office or being a fashion designer

What are your plans for this summer?
After I will graduate I will find a job so I'll have some money finally and after that I will go on a vacation with my parents and hopefully my boyfriend will join me.

I don't really know who to tag because everyone I know who has a blog has already been tagged, so maybe I'll find someone but I probably do that later.

sunny today

2009-04-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

and a detailed picture of my blazer

great art

2009-04-02T08:10:00.000-07:00

i found this amazing bunch of pictures of a great artist named Carl Kleiner

i really love the dollhouse effect
and it almost looks fake

tomorrow, its history

2009-04-01T02:59:00.000-07:00

proud proud proud

2009-04-01T02:20:00.001-07:00

of my amazing great boyfriend
he made his first website for a good friend of his, who is a singer.

click here

visit it and you'll be stunned (L)

i love studs

2009-03-31T08:11:00.001-07:00

feeder

2009-03-31T04:21:00.000-07:00

addicted to tearing

2009-03-30T13:06:00.000-07:00

i asure you
if you are really, like really bored
and you don´t have anything better to do
grap a normal t shirt and learn how to schred a tee
it got me addicted but the bad thing is that I have to study these days but since i can´t schred with my eyes focused on a point but my tee it is giving me a hard time. But i am that much of a stubborn that i am just continuing the schredding and leaving my homework aside.

so here is a part of what i´ve done this far.

day in the sun

2009-03-30T07:47:00.000-07:00

nevermind

2009-03-28T12:20:00.001-07:00

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small

2009-03-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

morning blues

2009-03-27T07:52:00.000-07:00

ik wil je warmte voelen
als ik op je zachte schouder in slaap val
een kussen, maar dan triljoen keer fijner
waar ik lig, wachtend op de ochtend
een dag die begin met een kus
gevolgd door een glimlach en een kroel

dat is nou typisch
en moment waarop ik me immens gelukkig voel

maar dan sla jij je arm om me heen
we vallen in slaap
op weg, naar nog zo'n heerlijk moment

like her

2009-03-26T12:55:00.001-07:00

please honey
shoot me if i'll be like her
slap me if i act thát mad
at least tell me to be better
tell me what to do
what i want is to be good
but time ran out of me
and but unfortunately, it's to late now

todayly

2009-03-26T10:25:00.001-07:00

today's

2009-03-24T05:20:00.001-07:00

lost

2009-03-23T12:45:00.000-07:00

the hardest thing is knowing how you will feel after loosing something you love the most. Thinking of loosing your mom, loosing you dad or other relatives. And really feeling to emptiness while imagining that you are really there. When realizing you have not lost them will make you want to cheer, but the thought of the possibility of lost, will make the cheer more quiet then ever..

picture sunday

2009-03-23T10:01:00.000-07:00

because my mom was celebrating her 47th birthday last Friday I needed to buy her something useful this time. So, because my previous working canteen had these amazing glasses for drinking coffee, i figured this was the perfect gift since my mom and dad are really into coffee. So I bought this beautiful cup (multiplied by 2) and gave them with sticks of sugar and some cacao powder to sprinkle over the cappuccino foam.

So 2 days after her birthday we were sitting on the dining table, just talking the week over after the usual Sunday morning breakfast, I made myself a cappuccino. But since I am almost dead as a photographer I made pictures of my delicious cappuccino and these are the results:

comments are welcome, quiet readers.

You told me he was cute, don't think so.

2009-03-17T07:20:00.001-07:00

yez, ed westwick.

yeh, smart.

2009-03-14T06:31:00.001-07:00

a little bit of reputation?

2009-03-13T13:28:00.001-07:00

Some people are always dreaming being into the spot lights and want to accomplish everyone know them in a short amount of time. That is not reachable by standing all alone in the darkest corner of the room. People will only notice you when you will act extra ordinary of when you are just the nicest person in the world. Most of the time, the first option is plan number one and they will probably not change that for plan B.

There is also, and you can't deny that, one popular group of people in or around school where some just want to be a part of, whatever it costs. But when you already have a group of friends but you just dream getting in that group, you will have to take risks and leave your folks. It is kind of harsh to just bale on them but some people just do whatever it takes. That don't only include sitting and hanging with them, but you also might have to change the way you look to fit perfectly. Like a group of popular and rige girls, you will instantly have to change the way you dress, they dress Prada, you dress Prada, no discussion.

And fortunately you're attitude will be a lót worse and your old friends will probably not speak to you again - what is the most reasonable thing they can do when you where such a bad friend - but you will definitely not mind, because you have new friends. In the end you will maybe be not good enough for being 'popular' and they bale on you and thats the circle of unstoppable.

But the main question of this blog is: what are they really like? The personality of a person also changes while joining an other group. And the old friend will not recognize them based on the old friend they knew. But where they the real person when he or she hanged with their old friend or would he or she be their total selfs when they act more outrageous and a kind of silly while hanging with an other bunch of people?

That is the most interesting question I ask myself when I see that kind of people. But the problem is that you will never find it out because their interests, out of the blue, changed tot something different then yours. And you will not bring up the energy to talk to them again.

But people are impulsive people and you never will know what they will do when they will get attracted by something new or interesting, unless you really know them well and knowing somebody that good is a mystery itself.

face it

2009-03-09T06:02:00.000-07:00

We all will have to face it, the attraction of other people liking you. Just not always about the person that you are in person, but just the way you do some kind of things. Some of the people seem out of inspiration and take the ideas of someone else. And I really do think that everyone does that, just by picking ideas when reading a magazine of seeing some sort of style while watching tv.

But something that will happen too, is that people around you will do or wear the same things as you do. This was even some sort of a problem of mine when was just 9 years old and a friend of mine was always wanting to but the same clothes as I did. She just kept asking, day by day, where I bought that piece. And the day after I saw her wearing the same. This all ended up to me lying about the places I bought my shirts and jeans. But I just couldn't resist lying, because I hate it when I buy something I am happy with and then it ends up my friend is wearing a exact copy and taking all the credit for it.

This just happens all the time and in some way you can call it some sort of a positive thing, that you are a kind of a style icon to them. But me, personally, can't stand people copying. But some are just to scared to just wear what they want before somebody else did it.

Think outside the box.

define destiny

2009-03-03T03:44:00.000-08:00

destiny, is the bridge you built, to the one you love.

gossip

2009-03-02T04:32:00.000-08:00

Observing people is something we do on the daily basis, we look and criticize them without even realizing we do. You'll make up your mind by especially the way they look, but also bye the way they act, shake your hand, walk, talk, laugh and so on.

Making your very own opinion is based on two things: observingly and gossip.

Gossip is always hard to deal with and also very hard to not believe. People do, or don't like you. Do or don't gossip about you. And sometimes it can be hard to make up your own opinion because others will do that for you. Not in a charity kind of way, but most of the times it is less kind and more mean. When people had a bad experience being friends or even talk to a person, they will always feel the need to tell that bad story to their friends and those friends will tell their friends. And after that long gossipgirl kind of way the story will come to you, much worse as it started. And thats when you will possibly have created a bad opinion on the person who is the gossip about.

But the thing is, that you won't even know what that person is like, in real life, you will only know them out of the mouth of others. But the sad thing is that you wíll avoid that person, because you don't -logically- want to get in touch with bad people.

Even though that person, who you think is a mean, bad, unfriendly and unhonest person can certainly be a good person, a very kind person.

I'm the living prove.

girly girl

2009-02-26T11:59:00.001-08:00

cry

2009-02-23T10:28:00.000-08:00

Today me and my family had a cremation ceremony of my uncle's dad. I wasn't really looking forward to it because I hate seeing family being a mess and crying but out of respect I went with my parents and brother. We somehow did made it there on time - we're usually 15 minutes later then planned - and when we sat there waiting for the relatives - who came driving after the car with the body in it - it was just a little relaxed, basically there was not much sadness going on.

But that all changed when the family came into the room who was really related to the man. I thought I wouldn't burst out crying, but in someway the tears rolled down my face seeing my cousin and aunt crying. I haven't seen the man in almost 6 years and I don't even know how he looked like, but I did start crying out of the blue.

So, even though I don't really know the man I did feel real sorry for my family and of course for him. At the ceremony my uncle and cosine spoke a few words with real emotion. That was really heartbreaking. My cousin was actually speaking with her niece, they were basically trying to find a way to tell their story though they tears. But they did succeed and made me proud.

Just the point I want to make is that it don't really matters to me if I really know the person who just died, I just will burst out crying anyway, if I like it or not..

finally

2009-02-21T09:23:00.001-08:00

finally got my shabbies amsterdam, they are very warm and o so comfi!

amazing quotes

2009-02-20T07:55:00.000-08:00

I found some real great quotes online, I'm laughing my but off.

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"Today, the 9th grade dean called me into his office to talk. He asked me if I was new because it seemed like I was having trouble making friends. I've been going to the same school, with the same people, since kindergarten"

"Today, I went to a plastic surgeon's office with a friend. The doctor walked in and before he could look at the consult papers, he started explaining the lipo suction procedure to me. I had to interrupt him and tell him that I was only there for support for my friend's nose job"

"Today, my boyfriend of four months broke up with me via text message. He spelled my name wrong."

"Today, I told my dad I was leaving to get some beauty sleep. He looked at me laughing and said "See you in a decade."

"Today, I submitted my picture to a rating website. It was rejected because I didn't clarify which person I was. The picture was of my dog and me."

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i really can't stop reading them :3

what i wore today

2009-02-18T08:39:00.000-08:00

1. H&M black cardigan
2. H&M tee
3. Homemade skirt

strange or reassuring?

2009-02-17T11:25:00.001-08:00

Such a strange thing that people are dying all around the same date. It scares me but even though it does, it gives me a peaceful feeling. My grandma's who both had the same form of cancer and both died after struggling with it for almost a year.

My first grandma that died on February the 15th 2006 at 8 o'clock in the morning, we where all very devastated and weren't hoping we had to deal with the same period of survival. Shockingly enough, a few months later there was cancer found in my other grandma, but we were close to her getting healthy again. When she was working towards that, the cancer had found his own way trough her body and in the end, she wasn't able to fight it anymore. After real hard months for the whole the family dealing with our grandmother dying and our other grandma coming close to dead, she didn't survive.. The most family members where with her when she died with my mom holding her hand, after she wasn't here anymore, we had to note the time of dead.

That is when we noticed that she died the EXACT same time and EXACT same day as my other grandma did but only a year later.
It's really ironic and we really do think that my grandma picked her up and took her to a better place. They have always been very close to each other and loved each other very much. So we do think that they are together and they will take care of each other.

The other real ironic thing is that the grandpa of me cosine died today.. 17th of February, which is very close to my grannies day of dead .. Not that they were very close friends, but it is strange though..

what i wore today

2009-02-17T11:09:00.001-08:00

1. ZARA top
2. studded belt
3. ZARA jeans